Jangan Sakiti

cintaku telah pergi
tinggakanku dalam perih
sakit yang kualami
seakan merobek hati

hatiku telah layu
telah kau siram dicintaku
peluhku penuh luka
telah kau lihat di hidupku

bila kau sakiti aku akan pergi
bila kau sayangi kubertahan disini
jangan kau sakiti aku sudah letih
bila kaucintai kumasih tetap disini

p/s : aku dah tak sanggup untuk mengenangkan dirimu lagi. tolong pergi jauh dariku..aku pohon pada Nya agar beri ku kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup ini..amin

Bila

Bila hati ini akan terbuka untuk menerima sesuatu yang baru dalam hidup. Biar pun diri ini bahagia dengan apa yang sedang ku lalui ketika ini, tapi jauh di sudut hati ku tersimpan satu perasaan yang amat sukar diluahkan. Satu perasaan takut untuk membuka hati pada yang sepatutnya. Hati ini masih lagi terluka dengan manusia bergelar lelaki. Biar pun ada sahabat2 yang begitu baik pada diriku, tapi semua itu tidak cukup untuk membuka pintu hatiku. Bagi ku mereka hanyalah sahabat yang terbaik. Sampai bila hati ku akan berperasaan begini. Aku ingin kan sesuatu yang baru dalam hidup. Aku mahu sesuatu yang lebih baik dari apa yang pernah aku ada sebelum ini. Ya Tuhan ku...tolong lah hamba mu yang lemah ini untuk meneruskan hidup. Harap Kau telah menyediakan satu jalan yang dapat memberi sinar yang lebih terang dalam hidup ku. Sesungguhnya aku berserah sepenuhnya kepadamu ya Tuhanku....

Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I’m be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


Song by Leona Lewis which makes my heart feels better and better day by day :)

Today

A new day today…after a few day all Muslim around the world start fasting. And for me, a new day means have to start a new life without looking back :)

I’m very thankful that now I’m a carrier women. Hehehe… Now I’m with a new environment and a new surrounding. So glad that I was also surround with a few familiar faces. So thankful that they were here, if not I’ll feel lonely. Now is not the time to look back in time.

From now I have to move on seriously without anyone beside me but one thing for sure…I have a bunch of great people around me that never give up to help me build up again my life. Thank my dear friends…For all of you…I’ll never give up in life!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

So love the people who treat you right.

Love the ones who don't just because you can.

Believe everything happens for a reason.